When you don't know where you going

..any place will take you there. 

from http://www.flowers.vg/

Sitting on a shaky uncomfortable foldable patio chair, drinking homemade turkish coffee...  It is Monday, warn and sunny.  Looks like everybody is busy doing something - working, talking, playing with kids.  Even flowers next to my patio appear to know what they are doing.
I can spend whole day all by myself, I think.  I can watch TV, read magazines, read blogs, news, watch youtube.  Actually I can spend a year like that, or two. And I will have fun doing it while doing it.
But then one morning, a few years later, I will sit on a patio and feel guilty that flowers have more to do than I do.
I need to get out of here..